Saturday, April 28, 2007

Sunny Side Up

Get over it.

For the days that have made me rather gloomy, I honestly say thank you. Not a thanks in a sarcastic way, but more of a thanks in a "wow I learned alot" kinda way. I used to think that sadness and pain were one of those things I should try to avoid, but Ive come to learn that no matter how hard Ive tried, it eventually gets to me in the end anyways. But rather then being angry, Im actually kinda glad Im able to feel these things sometimes. Sure their not always pleasent and great, but it makes me who I am, and Im more stronger coming out of it. My mother used to always tell me "Whats the point in dwelling about sad things? You be sad for alittle bit, and then you get used to it. It doesnt do a body good." (all in chinese) And after always hearing my mother tell me those words, I always told her and myself "Well duh" cause we as humans are always gonna feel like that, yah we're sad for a bit then we get over it eventually. But it never crossed my mind that those simple obvious words would turn out to be so true and so right. So after that I told myself that my mother is wise beyond her years for sure.

Theres nothing wrong in being sad and crying for that matter. Its ok, itll always be ok. We just gotta learn that it is alright to cry, be sad, mad and just blow up sometimes. Cause some of us just might learn a few things from it. So after realizing this I woke up today and made myself breakfast. I was craving eggs for some reason though I usually dont eat eggs, I made them sunny side up. I believe my day will be the same.


-Mike

Friday, April 27, 2007

The Traveling Man

Why is the question, and why is what I ask.

The many days that have passed I often wonder what to do with myself in the situations Im in. Is it a test from God? Is it something I have to endure alone? Is it something that I have to suffer for, and in the end everything will be good? Why, why is it that everything cant just be plain and simple, but instead it has to be so damn hard. Its so hard to please your parents, so damn hard to please your boss. But why in the hell does it have to be so damn hard to please your friends? It drives me mad that I cant just please everyone, it depresses me that I am left in situations that leaves me to having to choose one of the other. Why does it have to be so complicated?

My heart travels across these bed of nails, each nail rusted with guilt, hurt, pain, and decisions. Decisions that will either make me lose one or the other. My heart is torn in two right now, and each heart has thorns of regrets and guilt stabbing into each piece, ensaring it, and making it hard to breathe. Why does it have to be this way? Why cant it be easier.....




To the ones I love,


My heart is torn between two.





To the ones I love,



Your just squeezing my last breath.

Monday, April 16, 2007

The Facts

Current Mood: Satisfied
Current Color: Olive Green
Current Word: Duckymyshoelapie

FIVE RANDOM FACTS ABOUT MICHAEL

1. Michael will only cry 2 times in his life. When his dog dies, and when he watches a Mandy Moore film and cries in pain.
2. Michael thinks that cat suits and calling Leedah's groomsmen "henchmen" is a good idea for Leedah's wedding.
3. Michael loves mayonnaise and mustard. mayonnaise and mustard loves Michael.
4. Michael has tried jumping up and down really fast when someone takes a picture. Michael does NOT come out blurry.
5. Michael doesn't watch tv. tv watches Michael.